.Saturday, November 1, 2008 ' 8:39 PM Y
To the world:
no one better to cheer me up after a long week than the gf.
went out with her.
spent some quality time together.
watched the coffin.
and im already sick before we went out.
but i just had to get out.
i wont be able to see her for 2 weeks by the time i book in.
sayang punyer pasal kan.
once all that's over.
i went back home.
and fuck the fever just got worst.
and so what if i got fever.
im still fucked by everyone even if im sick.
even when i cant help it.
especially when i cant do things.
im tired, im fucking tired.
im unwell. how the fuck can i control myself from not vomiting?
is it wrong to vomit?
because i vomited i got fucked.
whatever lah.
i've no feelings what.
you guys pretend that i can meet all your expectations.
well guess what. i cant.
no matter how hard i try.
i can't do everything right ok.
im human. im just a fucking human being.
ive feelings. i get sick.
the more i give in. the more time i got stepped on.
i rather die than be sick.
that'll surely make everyone happy.
goodbye. confinement week. im sure you guys will enjoy.
:'(