.Friday, October 31, 2008 ' 11:43 AM Y
To the world:
i never had a good book out before.
and im damn serious.
its been 7 weeks.
6 book outs.
and all of them,
i will end up pissed off.
or miserable.
fuck the family.
tonight they're supposed to fetch me at 10.30.
ok good they're early.
in my mind is set.
go home straight, wash up and call the gf.
but no. they had to go eat.
when they had ample of time to have dinner before they fetch me.
how mny fucking times must i tell you when i book out at night,
i would have already eaten!
assholes. how long do you guys need to eat?!
3 fucking hours!?
and you have the cheek to even eat slowly!
whats your point? im fucking stone.
and you guys made me even more pissed off with your actions.
small matters made into big matters.
when you guys should have been the mature one.
the ones who can keep their cool. but no.
u guys became fools tothis fucking thing called temper.
something i can control and you dont!
or is it something about me?
even the gf is telling me that.
pfft. maybe it is me.
i know where i fucking stand.
i give in and never i asked for anything.
and i got stepped on.
i put more priority on my loved ones.
and as th saying goes.
harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi.
fucking cibai!
im not a happy happy man today.
im miserable. tired. and..
oh fuck off la bitches!