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.Friday, May 16, 2008 ' 11:48 PM Y
To the world:

everytime i make someone smile,
i lose my smile.
even when i fail.

and i failed again.
yet again.
in fact, i dont think i have ever succeeded.

im useless, i know.
you dont have to tell me that.
loser in life.

a body temperature of 42 degrees is all i need.
and i got it.
broke dad's record of 40.

mom said:
"pergi doctor lah. ibu ikot come"

i said:
"not this time mommy. i deserve it"

and from no where,
haziq aka naughty boy, my youngest brother, asked
"along sayang kakak ayuni eh?"

i just kept quiet.
my heart just tear apart.
being on a bad run,
i wanted to cry i know i do. but i didnt.

i smiled and hugged him closely.
and said:
"i love you and her alot. both of you are the most important people in my life"

maybe im tired or something.

to inah,
if you're reading this,
dont try and cheer me up.
cause i know you will but dont bother.
it wont work.

goodbye.







Miss black and whiteY

Fiz
aka Jellybean


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Ayun
Ayuni
Azhar
Azila
Avenged Sevenfold
Eza
Fatin
Jannah
Kak Fidah
Naanaa
Nana
Naqiah
Nura
Rya
Sakinah
Shalih
Simah


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